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INSPIRATION TODAY ! ! !

The scenario was so familiar.It lally-gagged around my head 4 a while as I ate lots of pizza around 5 thirty..So I am not at all surprised ti find another incarnation of some seemingly universal agreement among all the planets and stars  and on the mountains and in the sea that " ralph must be opposed ".I already know hours ahead of time cuz I can feel it coming.I have it in my head to do something and what happens is everything might as well be against any idea of mine taking place.Now I do not think this way ultimately relatively......I just address what comes up hopefully as best I can,and learn from the small little chances a situation allows.In this case......my computer can't run blip.It was always fucked up but recently everything with shockwave crashes.So now I get to spend a long time doing nothing but learning about java and shockwave for 7 or 13 hours or until the search engine works.so ,I wanted to convey a very sincere happy new year filled with whatever it is you desire being one and the same with living your life as harmoniously optimal as life could be fulfilled for you.Perchance if you wish consternation on me well.....well perhaps you will be chuckling at this glitch I have!!! so happy new year also.I have to say I am a better person for lots of things I could never have predicted,done on the part of others.,that added to the richness of my life in a renewing way.Its always a challenge to have lots of conflicting feelings about people.I think each of us can always win in this challenge.It makes one very strong to hold strong conflicting feelings long enough until they can live together and be a part of a deeper understanding of and with people.

AND YOUR TASTE.............THE SCENT OF LIGHTNING IN YOUR EYES....

I was , suffice to say, surprised to find some words of genuine intimacy directed towards this universe we share and seemingly towards me to the extent that can be so.I find these words to be the most admirable to be directed to me personally in what feels like eons..One can talk philosophy and psychology all day long and it could not mean a thing to me right now.Its always the eyes to me.Its always the silence that makes my body roar.Did you enjoy the humor of the partner who does not care to look???? An interesting way to introduce something noticed over time.While I c no qualitative difference in terms of better or worse,higher or lower......it seems I find two styles of  lively and magical type.The seeker or yogi style and the 'master' style.Me I'm all yogi while my ooooooops partner is all master style.TO YOUR SOUL THEN-I must b an awful bore then to you as u c the foolishness of  what I have done.truly.as far as starving myself from the hungry, I wonder if other people can c other peoples eyes when they close their own.I can not imagine who wrote these words but they make me very happy(having to bail on one who will not c kinda sucks though).I have been kinda correctly made fun of in a way I can stand and can only say thank you for reminding me of what it is I am to be in even the most mundane way.These words are forced because you leave me speechless with these you have sent.A treasure to me from a great unknown universe that responds to true love.

Simple and clear

I have not stated clearly that my on line accounts have had the privileged of having strangers favorite songs (like the tupac song recently commented on),)  make changes on my profile,change my nickname,leave all manner of nasty comment and somehow in the midst of these things over the last several years 4 no reason at all my significant other receives two money order checks for $895..00 each which some other poor fool would have deposited and drawn money off of..It sounds crazy even though its quite documented.I have files all over my computer that say "how can you live with yourself" and  "be careful".that were placed there in ways that are beyond me.I know someone had a right to be angry with me 4 a minute over some careless remarks.but my  goal was simply to tell them I cared.and will always wish them well..I can not pretend,no matter how nuts that all sounds that it is not so.Also I like some of the things they surprise me with.Also,as I am very much the way I am in the circle of these things and with whomever these things have happened have created a subtle bond which could be kind just as well as it could be finger pointing.That is to say a bond of some sort exists such that I am compelled to very much let it be and keep  in natures purvey.I have been very lazy with computers anyway making them hard for me to keep up with .Odd I suppose.I wouldn't have a phone for years because I found it intrusive.I live in a bubble often and try not to look at things around me. often.The opposite also is good........c'ing everything as periphery.I  was a very embarrassed young person because I attracted attention I did not know what to do with.I learned to socialize very poorly i'm afraid but   I found myself having to close sales and make sure business got done and this helped me.Also,working for 14 years qualified me for disability as opposed to ssi which is a very difficult life.SSD is based on the recipient having paid taxes for at least 40 quarters.One ostensibly then gets back the interest from the tax money they supplied the government.It is still very difficult to get very swiftly but I was very well scrutinized by the government and was awarded my disability in just over 5 months.I know a lot about this process and how the medical and social services work together.I spent time doing some field social work after that.I helped and worked with people with all manner of mental diagnosis through the auspices of The Chelton Loft. .That opened doors in to other psycho-social clubs and programs.The Reagan administration gutted mental health care as far as wide ranging outpatient programs geared toward a sense of redemption in rehabilitation.I identified what I considered to be a serious priority.Many young people have died from overdose and frankly this is caused by a lack of some sensible means to house homeless young people.I am not to knowledgeable about this and I know that this is a very difficult group to help but I think some intelligent minds could come up with a working model to spare younger people from despair and grief.It once was ,I am told that there was even music therapy centers for those who qualify by diagnosis where mental health Patience  could apply themselves to all aspects of music.I think this is a timely topic as the baby boom generation gets towards "very old" there will be a huge need for all kinds of assistance from youth and added need for many in the baby boom generation who may find themselves alone and in need of all  types of services including housing and community..

TumblrWHAT THE...IT STILL MAKES NO SENSE BUTT EYE'LL TRY AGAIN

Tumblr What's all this then?.....................................I wish they would stop being mean.Who am I to judge though.It would not bring me solace to c a hurtful thing happen to someone who has clearly and publicly wished me ill will and expressed their desire to have that come to pass.Its a little thing but I still am amazed why someone would be that cruel to another who simply is trying to communicate.In this example I had several songs Favorited in my you tube account other than myself.I mentioned this and the next thing I'm being tossed off by a person I do not know but certainly am always interested to do so.4 what????????? I think I ought to ask because If I'm going on line one must presume some communication with others would be involved.People can be frustrating including me.Fine, toss me off but one day you will have to give someone else that time and understanding you might not wish to.Sometimes doing something you do not want to is a guise for remaining closed from other people and the unexpected ways of grace among us.This concerns you not I as I am fully rejected but later others will come and I care about people enough to ask you to please consider giving others more time although it may rub you wrong to do so.

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